Worrying

I felt a little emotional last night and had the urge to binge or rather not feel restricted. I ended up using most of what was left of my weekly points which has had me worrying since that I won't lose again at weigh in tomorrow.

I think deep down I still have this belief that I will fail so even though I'm within my points allowance for the week I'm still fretting about whether the scales will move the right way tomorrow. I know its silly really one meal can't wreck an entire week of sticking to points, let alone a pointed meal!!

The stress of the money situation is getting to me a little I think. I'm trying not to dwell on things but the uncertainty of it all plays on my mind.

I'm just keeping my fingers crossed for weigh in tomorrow. I feel like alot is riding on it this week as I just know not losing or gaining would demoralise me. I certainly wouldn't let it throw me off track but it would be annoying! Just want it to be time for weigh in so I can get it over and done with and hopefully make some progress on this bloomin' journey!