Not feeling it

I gained 4.5lbs at weigh in yesterday which in part is deserved and part of it was going back to evening weigh in from mornings. Also it was 10 days worth of damage so not too bad really, still disappointing. I know it was deserved due to being off track most of the week and over the weekend. Pretty sure the birthday cake, krispy kreme doughnuts, fried breakfast, McDonald's, Starbucks coffee etc didn't help!!

I'm back on track today but my hearts just not in it. I don't know if its literally because of all the stress going over the whole relocation thing in my head, or what, but I'm just going through the motions. I'm still within points and had all my meals so its all good, I just hope I can keep it up for the week as I feel I may be easily tempted.

I am feeling really down which I think is just because I'm lonely with my husband away and trying to get my head round the idea that in a few weeks I'm going to moving halfway across the country! I'm excited about the move as I just can't stand being on my own during the week, it feels like were just surviving until the weekend. Plus the kids are constantly going on about Daddy because they miss him and I can't help thinking about all the things hubby is missing out on. Our 18 month old little man just keeps coming out with new words everyday, it just sucks how much hubby's missed already! I'm keeping my fingers crossed that the tenancy on the new house goes through now as just want to get on with moving.

*Sigh* just feeling a bit out of sorts right now and so my motivation is just rock bottom. What's keeping me on track is the reminder that I don't want to be fat any more, it only adds to my problems!

At least its Friday tomorrow thank goodness!!